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i chose to give up..

obvious na mna d ba?? i chose to give up not because i was sick and tired but because i guess i already did my part..and i guess enough is enough..d ba?? i mean..if u think na pay point for u to fight,den i know i’ll fight for it man..maski pintayanay pa..hehe..but if u cud see man gud nga wa na kay padulngan maski unsaon nimu, i guess its better to leave it that way na lng and just move on..

 

i know..dli easy ang pag move on…easy to say yet so hard to do..and yes..its hard i know..but if you’re stuck and stranded,better move on..at least d ba,u know na kay padulngan eventually…its so hard to be stranded man gud and stay broken…better move on..and do wats right for you..and just try to be happy..

 

its not that easy man sad nuon..i mean..especially the first part..d letting go stage..dli jd saun..mag think pa ka if angay ba jd ka mu let go or dli..wat if pa lng magmahay ka..but wat u shud think most importantly man gud is urself..coz if ur not gonna do it for urself then who will d ba?? love urself first before other people..lisod xa yes…but just do it..it’ll be hard at first but you’ll get by soon enough..

karon actually, murag lisod kau kay wa pa jd ko ka cry for how many weeks na..char! and i guess ako ra gitago ako na feel pero murag wa man sad jud..wa na koi mahilak..i mean i just accepted the fact nga no matter what i do or say..no matter how i persist and insist,still…NOTHING WILL HAPPEN..sad d ba? and the other thing is,i gave the chance and again na wasted ang chance so wala na..enough is enough…ive done so much damage to people i dont intend to hurt..and also i guess, thers no point in making things work if the other party doesnt want to compromise man..

d man gud kay one way ra ang love..it should be give and take..dli kay puro ra give and give tapos la na ka for urself..lisod au..kaw ray luoy and sad in the end..kay ray ma hurt and its not good..for u and for ur friends..hehe..

 

basta..all i can say is..human na to nga chapter sa ako life..and i’m turning another leaf..a new leaf..hehe..

its time to move on..and just be happy about it..and just be genuinely happy! thats what im working on karon..

if happy xa nga ana,den i’ll be happy na lng sad for him..ana man jd na ang lyp..you can nver make things go your way..

but i’m not closing my doors..i mean..nanu man sad d ba?? hehe..i know na dli pa karon ang right time..but i hope..someday..in time..

 

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